Sunday, January 27, 2013

My Sunday Club! :)

That day I discovered a part of myself that I will for eternity be grateful for. :)

Answers to most of our questions are often already staring us in the eye. It's not that we couldn't see it. It's just that we hope we'll see the answer we want if we waited a bit longer. That OR we'd rather succumb to prolonging confusion than accepting the truth. Either way, the truth will never change. No matter how hopeful we are. No matter how stubborn we could be. No matter how long we'd want to wait. "What is" will be and "what will be" is "what is".

Saturday, January 26, 2013

All or Nothing

"With finality". Ooh the irony. These words we say that will only hold true when we no longer feel the need to say it. 

I hope to finally be able to quit you the same way I hope to finally have the reason not to. 
I am worth it.
Are you?

Tuesday, January 01, 2013

2012 has been one tough ride-from the ESC Campaign, to graduation, to discerning the right career to pursue, the GOLD Training Program and that unfortunate mishap that broke my heart. I was looking forward to ending the year. I was looking forward to finally be able to say "In your face, 2012. I survived!"

But as the year comes to a close, a surprising sadness fills my heart. It's the first time after n years, that I will be welcoming a year without you. As the year comes to a close, it couldn't be more real- my life without you. 

This year, I will find my happiness. I will see the world differently. I will learn to be independent. This year, I will learn to fully live my life without you. Thank you for more than half a decade of friendship, love and bitterness. Thank you for more than half a decade of bittersweet memories. I guess no matter where life takes us, you'll always have a space in my heart. Cheers to 2013. I know you're happy. I hope you live a good life. And may this be the last. :) 
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