I feel like I'm juggling too many heavy boulders everyday. It feels so tiring to keep up an A game for everything and everyone every time. Sometimes, I feel like living a different life.
Every morning is but a struggle. Everyday is but a physically and emotionally draining fiasco. Sometimes, it's too much to bear. Sometimes, it's too tiring to move. Sometimes, it's too heartbreaking to even find the will to fight, repeatedly at that. BUT I won't give up. I DON"T QUIT. Because I am Ahjh.
I have to work quadruply hard to survive this semester. I'm ready to do whatever it takes. Growing up starts today.