Saturday, July 10, 2010
Most days I want to be a writer and weave imagery with words that inspire the heart. Some days I want to be a fashion designer and launch my own unique beautiful but functional line. On rare occassions, I want to be a pianist and soothe the world's blues away. Today, I just want to be me- someone filled with wonderful dreams and who carries a strong heart. =))
Love is the color, the hues, yet it is darkness and dimness, too. Love is the glory of enlightenment and the darkness of unknowing. Love is ecstasy and misery, sureness and confusion. Love is what we want to do and have to do and refuse to do; it is what we always and ever and never can have. Love is saying, “Yes, it hurts. It hurts so much,” while clinging to the truth that this, too, will surely pass.
Tuesday, July 06, 2010
Monday, July 05, 2010
" I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there"
-The Perks of Being A Wallflower
By Stephen Chbosky
Sunday, July 04, 2010
When you're with me, I feel happy.
When you're with me, I feel safe.
But I can't really be with you.
As much as I want to linger by your side,
As much as I want to stay
within the beautiful bond we've made.
As much as I want to feel beautiful, happy and safe
ALL at the same time, I can't.
I know that this is too much to ask.
I know that this will be too selfish of me to ask.
And it simply is not right.
But can you stay as close as possible for the rest of our lives?
I can't be with you.
BUT I don't ever want to lose you.
GO chase other girls.
BUT promise to always be my little drummer boy.
I vow to always be your princess.
And as you say you'll always love me.
Let me add- BUT only from a distance.
Thursday, July 01, 2010
Before today, I was so scared of you. Before today, I was so scared of being scared of you. Before today. I didn't know what to feel and what to do about it.
Today, I realized that I have better things to do. Today, I realized how happy I am with myself that I have no reasons to be scared of you. Today, I realized that you don't have to suck for me to win. Today, I realized that nobody has to win.
I am happy. I am loved. I hope you are too. I hope we could be happy for each other too. I hope I could be sincerely happy for you.