I'm scared and I don't know why.The past keeps on haunting me like it never did before.I thought I've gotten over this.I thought I've won over my demons. Then why do I feel this way? They keep on coming back. Bigger. Stronger. I didn't deserve the pain. I don't deserve the struggle. Lord, I don't understand. Why do I have to feel this way? Whatever this is. Whatever this means. Please STOP.
I've had enough.