Tuesday, February 02, 2010

I'm scared and I don't know why.The past keeps on haunting me like it never did before.I thought I've gotten over this.I thought I've won over my demons. Then why do I feel this way? They keep on coming back. Bigger. Stronger. I didn't deserve the pain. I don't deserve the struggle. Lord, I don't understand. Why do I have to feel this way? Whatever this is. Whatever this means. Please STOP. 

I've had enough.

Monday, February 01, 2010

Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be. 
It's (not) easy.(But) All you need is love, all you need is love. 
{The Beatles}

I hate waking up alone. The rare times I wake up alone often result to tragic memories I spend a lifetime to forget. Seriously. Today will be one of those heartbreaking memories.


To the One Above, who we believe knows what is best, thank you for giving our beloved eternal rest. And though our hearts are filled with grief, unto You, we surrender. We surrender the lost of someone we hold dear in our hearts. We surrender the fears of an uncertain future without him. Fill the emptiness in our hearts. Strengthen the bond of the people he has left behind.
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